The Broader Theory
Of course, I am not a physicist. However, I am conscious. I
am very much aware that I am. This lonely sense of self is isolated from all
other selves who supposedly have the same, subjective sense. But I must stop
right there and admit that any other self, with a unique sense of self, can
only be inferred; I have no idea if anyone feels the way I feel. Other selves
appear to unanimously agree with me; we are all separated and experiencing the
entire world from our own, private point of view. The trouble arises when I say
that I know how others feel. To make this simpler, I could point to the way
events seem to unfold in a nocturnal dream. When I am dreaming, I have the same
sort of sense of self I have while awake, but when I am awake, I reflect on a
dream and realize that others in my dream could not have had their own sense of
self.
This seems nearly too simple to mention, but when I am
dreaming at night, I’m having complicated relationships with made up
individuals. I’ve had dreams where someone was chasing me and I was afraid of
that person. When I wake from those dreams, it occurs to me that I was running
from a character I had created to chase me. The other night, I dreamed of a
little boy, playing around on the very edge of a deep well. I was extremely
worried about the little guy until I finally made my way to where he was and
got him away from the edge of that well. When I woke up and had a cup of
coffee, I reflected on that scene and wondered why I would create such a scene.
It was a very uncomfortable dream and I went from being worried about the boy
to being relieved that I could save him.
Where is the mathematical equation for how long it took me
to get to the boy and save him? If we say that I got to him within 18 seconds,
then we would necessarily have to place the boy in one location and myself in
another. However, even simple reason tells us that I was the little boy at the
well’s edge, just as surely as I was the one who was going to save him.
Of course, when I bring this example into the physical world
of waking reality, it does not work. Or does it?
Naturally, if I said that this applies to the real world,
I’d be saying – not merely suggesting – that I am the creator of everything;
including the march of time and its rhythm.
In the dream, the 18 seconds did not actually advance
because there was no actual distance to cover. I was not in one “place” trying
to get to another “place”. I was already in both “places”.
Neville Goddard often spoke of others and said, “Everyone is
just myself, pushed out.”
In a dream, he is obviously correct; but where is there any
proof that he was explaining the real world as well?
While it does not fit perfectly with our most common senses,
it really has to be this way. Life is the stuff of experience, but Life is not
plural. What is plural is the infinite network of locations where Life exists;
both in time and space.
Indra’s Net is just one of the ancient ideas I often borrow
to explain this. In this case, I will use myself as “The I”. There is a perfect
net that stretches out forever. The net is so vast that it not only stretches
out beyond our senses; it stretches beyond our time. To begin with, I will tell
you who I Am: I am a perfect jewel, sewn into one of the countless intervals of
this endless net. I am cut in a way which reflects every other jewel, and every
other jewel is cut in a way that reflects all other jewels; including me.
Now we have some distance to consider.
With what I call my naked eye
I can peer into the sky
And fix my gaze on one bright
star
Whose light is not at all so far
But what I see is not tonight
But riding on that ancient light
Reflecting for this naked eye
Myself as if another I
The night sky is one of the most mysterious observations you
could ever make. Nothing is actually there the way you see it.
I could say that it took millions of years for one star’s
light to meet my eye, or I could say that the time it would take is the
illusion. This works if I consider my dream of the boy by the well. There was
no real distance to cover. I was myself and the boy. In the night sky, I am
myself and the star.
There is no reason why this could not be. Indra’s net solves
the riddle. I am a jewel and that distant star is another jewel. For some
reason, I think I am the only one conscious enough to have the experience of
myself gazing into the sky and fixing my eyes on that star. For some reason, it
does not occur to me that the star could be looking at me with the exact measure
of awe.
There is Oneness Everywhere, All the time.
Indra’s Net is not something undergoing change, all change
was sewn into it from eternity. The end reflects the beginning. The beginning
reflects the end. These two sentences infer time as a sealed block. It is. Time
is just like space; there for the sake of experience alone. It is a measuring
device. But beyond time, there is what comes before time: Love.
Love is not fundamental, it is eternal. Consciousness is
fundamental.
Consciousness started the eruption as a thought split just
once, experiencing itself. It was the Word (Love) as a thought (consciousness)
looking in the first mirror. That mirror became an infinite net, with intervals
looking at itself. When it again realizes it is just One, it will all collapse
back to Love.
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